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20100827
upper abdomen very pain
my gastric pain is back to 'visit'?? 
~i wonder~
or something worse??
gastric ulcer?? *touch wood*

I miss your beautiful smile ... 2:21 PM

20100825
I've come to realize that :

before I go to sleep at night I think of you 
right now I am thinking of you
today I will think of you more than yesterday
tonight I will think of you before i sleep
tomorrow I will think of you more than today

I have a crush on you 
all I really need is you
all I really want is you

I miss you
I likes you
I love you

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:55 PM

Everyday i think of you.
Everyday you cross my mind.
Everyday i see something that reminds me of you.
Everyday im missing you.
Everyday i wish you were mine.
Everyday i wonder what could of been.
Everyday i think of why you did this.
& everyday im getting stronger.
Everyday im moving on.
But everyday i'll always miss you.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:37 PM

20100824





Each time I miss you, 
a star falls down from the sky.
So,
if you looked up at the sky
and 
found it dark with no stars,
it is all your fault.
You made me miss you too much!!






I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:46 PM

dear Chan Shao Peng,
~may u rest in peace~
although i do not know you , hope u have a better life at the other side
(thru thestar online)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:28 PM

20100823


I think about you constantly, 
whether it's with my mind or my heart. 

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:02 PM

I miss you when something really good happens, 
because you're the one I want to share it with. 
I miss you when something is troubling me, 
because you're the only one who understands me so well. 
I miss you when I laugh and cry, 
because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. 
I miss you all the time.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:56 PM

I miss you most when I'm sad. 
I miss you when I'm lonely. 
But most of all, 
I miss you when I'm happy.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:48 PM

I miss you more today than yesterday, 
but 
not as much as tomorrow

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:47 PM

I think of you, 
as i think of taking breathe

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:38 PM


Thinking of you is easy 

I do it every day. 
Missing you is the heartache, 
that never goes away.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:33 PM

I try to talk to you, 
but I don't know what to say. 
I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. 
So I don't. 
But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. 
And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. 
And how I love you despite my broken heart. 
And how I need you in my life. 
And especially how much I want you. 
But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. 
Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... 
but I'll never know

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:22 PM

I wish
I could see through your eyes 
so
I would know what you like to see. 
I wish 
I knew your wishes, 
so 
I could give you everything you want. 
I wish 
I dreamed the same dreams you do,
and 
together we could make them come true. 
I wish 
I knew what makes you happy, 
so 
I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. 
And lastly,
I wish 
I were a cell in your blood, 
so 
I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:26 PM

So, 
here I am,
 all by myself,
 thinking of you-
 no one else
There's a feeling inside 
and
 as hard as I try,
 it just won't go away

I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:21 PM

i am 'awake' ??
am i??
hope so
don't put hope on things that are impossible
although miracles may happen 
but
it's probability is 0.00001<1
so 
don't dream!!

I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:16 PM

today i am neutral ;)
trying really hard not to think bout it d
but i couldn't 
>.<

❤bendan me❤

I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:39 PM

20100822
it's time for me to go to dreamland
hope I can forget everything sad (at least nearly everything)
wish me luck ;)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:34 PM

mood status : down ;(
recently I am always sad
after one problem settled, there comes another
full of challenges
luckily I'd a few friends that cheer me up whenever I am down
especially fasya & jiek 
~thanxie lotsa~

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:14 PM

such a failure ;(

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:57 PM

~I HATE MYSELF~
~YES I DO~

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:41 PM

1st: YOU are my best friend
2nd: I love you as a friend
3rd: YOU are hurting my feelings
4th: I do not know what you are thinking
5th: if YOU happy ignoring me 
6th: I am okay with it
7th: YOU just have to tell me

8th: I am very disappointed of you

9th: why must YOU treat me so

10th: I can feel the 'knifes' stabbing my heart

11th: can YOU please tell me what is happening

12th: I need some clues

13th: no matter what YOU are still my best friend
14th: that is all I wanted to say

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:31 PM


i couldn't sleep well this few days 

*sobss sobss*
this is causing me to look like a panda 
(not the cute one)
and having headache nearly everyday 

why'd happened to you , MICHELLE LEE XUE MAY ??

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:54 AM

20100821
太煩惱


一樣的化妝一樣的頭髮 
大家通通太像多無聊啊 
剪雜誌不如自己想學誰不如自己闖 
每個人總會有一件事要比別人強 
沒有那麼漂亮就更用心化妝 
當身材沒有辦法想努力微笑放光芒 
我煩惱太被動並不好 
煩惱太衝動也不好 
煩惱自信在動搖 
煩惱煩惱鑽進了牛角 
我煩惱太聰明並不好 
煩惱太愚蠢更不好 
煩惱誰都不明了 
煩惱煩惱太煩惱的苦惱 
別讓昨天變圍牆要拿今天當翅膀 
可以失戀不能失去了對幸福的渴望 
暗戀最好撐把傘小雨大雪都會下 
愛就像高跟鞋越美的越容易拐一下 
難免受傷重要的是不要留下疤 
沒有陰影才不害怕為了夢想痛著成長 
煩惱太被動並不好 
煩惱太聰明並不好

I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:21 PM

愛上你

什麼 都不要懂 只想 繼續做夢
害怕 醒來以後 握不住你的手
是誰 太不成熟 沒體諒彼此感受
我 不停尋找著理由 解釋 分手

心好空 像沒溫度的 氣球
我的靈魂困在回憶中 動也不能動

愛上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
可是懷念 竟比失去 還要更難受
噢~愛讓我 想起你的時候 淚禁不住滑落
可惜 你永遠 都不會懂

什麼 都不要懂 只想 繼續做夢
害怕 醒來以後 握不住你的手
如果 同一秒鐘 你也 想起了我
心 只要能微微顫抖 就已足夠

愛上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
可是懷念 竟比失去 還要更難受
噢~愛讓我 想起你的時候 淚禁不住滑落
或許 我永遠 都 看不透

愛上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
傷心快樂 在回憶中 反覆的交錯
噢~愛讓我 想起你的時候 淚禁不住滑落
可惜 你永遠 都不會懂
放心 我還會 好好的過

I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:12 PM

20100819
I am not gonna fake a smile
nor gonna shed a tear
I am just
NEUTRAL

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:14 PM

Disclaimers ♥
Welcome To her-secrets-baby@blogspot.com

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Miserable ♥
I'm Michelle , turning 19 soon . I'm just a girl who wants a simple life.

Craves,Loves,Hates ♥
craves :
him
get to meet him at least one last time
visit his sis
visit Ku Cheah at Nilai Memorial Park
excel in studies
lose weight
Loves :
Rayson Ong Xun Zheng
forever
Hates :
myself for not loving him enough
my love ones leaving me
guys who thinks he's smart or way-to-handsome but in actual fact , he's a donkey

Gossips ♥
all chats are allowed here , Grandmother stories , Flirting , whatever !
preferably from CBOX, but all other tagboards work here too
pop-up tagboards are good too!

Runaway-s ♥
Your beautiful links here :]
bii ♥
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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
December 2010