i miss you so ♥

20100726

when we were young , my grandpa treated us the best
he left all the best things for us
he often bring us to playground to watch others play
watch others role-playing , watch others play hide & seek
he often tell us to study hard
don't be so embarassing like ~~'someone'~~ when we grow up
at that time , we don't understand what he mean
grandpa , what are you actually saying??
after we grew up , then only we understand grandpa's words
we will always put his words in our hearts
when we thought of the past , it always left us with unforgettable memories
as time passes , inside our hearts always thinks of him
grandpa , where are you now??
we are calling you , did you hear us??
our hard work & success , did you see it??
we are calling you , did you know??
grandpa , are you living well now??
is there anyone taking care of you??
hope that in next life, we can still be doted by you
we will always be your grandchildren
and still can call u 'grandpa'

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:58 PM

had a ~~wonderful~~ ~~great~~ kinda stress-free nite on saturday

but i am not happy , cos he wasn't here =(

my right hand got injured .. "did i hear you asking something??"

YUP , I AM RIGHT-HANDED *typing using only left hand*

the feeling sucks.. i hate my writting today , it look like it's written by a kindergarden kid =.=

i reallyyyyyyyy hope that i get to meet him NOW~

but i guess..

it's gonna be a dream/wish that doesn't come true ;(

I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:25 PM

20100725

At the start I believed that love would be very easy

So without permission I put you in the depth of my heart

It was until afterwards, when one day you and her walked together

It was then I realized that love is just not only sincerity

I've touched heaven and earth, why is it I am unable to make you touched?

Even though I am well aware that there is no ending, yet I still refuse to give up

I've touched heaven and earth, why is it I am unable to make you touched?

Always believed that love would have miracles, just to deceive myself

Believed that I wouldn't continue to think of you

Maintaining my distance so as not to be stung

Even if I have already forgotten myself

Yet I still want to know about your news

I miss your beautiful smile ... 4:14 PM

20100716

THE RULES OF 15:

*llist any 15 names you think of.

* Do not list any repeats; simply go to the next name in the list.

* Then, answer the 37 questions below, pertaining to the 15 people.

* When you finish, tag all 15 people in the list, so the cycle can continue.

* If you've been tagged, copy and paste this information into a new note, and follow the directions above.

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1.LayLing

2.Rayson♥

3.Eric

4.Gary

5.Henry

6.KeeLeong

7.Shen

8.Heusen

9.Joseph

10.Fasya

11.Andy

12.Andrew

13.Bryan

14.Paul

15.Cavan

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1. How did you meet 1?

school ♥

2. What would you do if you'd never met 4?

i will still be the blur mich ♥

3. Would you date 12?

LOL. i not gonna date my bro ♥

4. Have you ever seen 7?

yea, during form 5 at USM ♥

5. Would 3 and 12 make a good couple ?

haha, 2 piggy being together? *laugh non-stop* ♥

6. Do you like 2?

of course ♥♥♥

7. Do you think 11 is attractive?

haha, he has lotsa fans ♥

8. When was the last time you talked to 14?

long long ago ♥

9. Would you ever date 7?

idk.. he has too many fans d ♥

10. Where does 15 live?

somewhere near my hse ♥

11. What is the best thing about 8?

he is nice ♥

12. What would you like to tell 13 right now?

hii ?? ♥

13. What is the best thing about 5?

he is a cutie hamster ♥

14. Have you ever kissed 12?

NO. ♥

15. What's the best memory you have with 6?

hmm.. the time we took pics together?? ♥

16. Who is 9's best friend?

idk ♥

17. What was your first impression of 10?

she's funny & friendly ♥

18. Is 15 your best friend?

he is like my bro ♥

19. Have you seen 8 in the last month?

nope ♥

20. When was the last time you saw 11?

never meet ♥

21. Have you been to 13's house?

nope ♥

22. When's the next time you'll see 4?

dont know ♥

23. Are you really close to 3?

dont know ♥

24. Would you give 12 a hug?

i will but he will not want it ♥

25. Do you know a secret about 5?

nope ♥

26. Describe the relationship between 4 and 10?

they dont know each other ♥

27. What's your friendship like with 7?

good ♥

28. Have you ever danced with 10?

not yet ?? ♥

29. How do you know 6?

through friends ♥

30. Does 2 have a bf/gf?

yea ♥

31. Have you ever wanted to smack 9 in the face?

nope ♥

32. Has 13 met your mother?

nope ♥

33. Have you traveled anywhere with 15?

nope ♥

34. If you gave 3 $100, what would they spend it on?

idk ♥

35. What's your best memory of 8?

msn ♥

36. What is the last thing you did with number 5?

talk ♥

37. When did u meet 11?

never meet ♥

I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:39 PM

20100710

If I were to die today , I will like to thank:

Ray - for brighten up my life

Thanks lotsa , dear ❤ . You really brighten up my life. The letter accompany me 24/7. I never get bored reading the letter everyday. -xoxo-

Ling - for being my bestie since form 4

Thanks , Ling. You are a very wonderful bestie. I will never forget how you prank 'him' in phone for hurting me. =)

Henry - for being such a wonderful friend

Thanks , Henry. You are a very nice & kind person that I never regret knowing. You are one cutie hamster too. xP

Eric - for being my piggy friend

Thanks , Piggy. Although we never met, but you are one of my bestie. I will never forget how we eventually know each other. XD

Victor gor - for teaching me chemistry

Thanks , gor. I wonder did you got 'kek ki' everytime teaching me chemistry when i was in form 5?? sure got hor.. since I bendan ge. x)

Gary gor - for teaching me some theory

Thanks , devil. You eventually teach me and guide me to be an optimistic person. Its kinda funny when I called you - devil gor & you called me little evil. =]

Cavan - for cheering me up everytime I am sad

Thanks , kor. Although we only knew each other not too long , you are really nice to me. I must be pretty annoying , huh?? always complain this , complain that. =X

Joseph dii dii - for accompanying me most of the time

Thanks , didi. You always manage to make me laugh no matter what. You are a very cute lil boy. ^^

I miss your beautiful smile ... 2:27 PM

20100709

everything back to ~~normal d~~ at least almost normal

i'd get over it d ;)

no point of me getting sad & emo over the past

most important now :

-dear♥-

-family♥-

-studies♥-

-friends♥-

i can't play a fool with my studies anymore like what i did during SPM

my future is on my hand =)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 4:09 PM

20100708

I got my MUET result today

I got band only *wth*

~~.horrible.terrible.~~

registered at school just now to retake it

another RM60 flies away

but

what to do?

if I don't retake , then I have to say bye-bye to local U (that i wanted)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:48 PM

20100704

i went to have Bak Kut Teh just now with my family

there's lotsa ppl , guess i have to wait for seat & etc.

finally got the seat d, mum went to order

after waited for ~~so long~~ some time, finally our food are served ^^

BUT

the 'drink guy' is such a donkey

he ignored us & doesn't bother to ask what drinks we wanna order

the great part : we are the only one not being served

ishxxx

*angry*

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:06 PM

20100701

i'd over-reacted tonite..

i did answer you , kay??

i admit i am being unreasonable..

but i learnt from you , being a person who always 'explode' gain more attention from dy..

so i decided to be the antagonist instead of being calmer type..

anyway sorry for being a 'donkey' just now..

i was angry cos no one bother & realise that i am having fever..

not even one person ask me , am i okay??

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:05 PM

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Miserable ♥

I'm Michelle , turning 19 soon . I'm just a girl who wants a simple life.

Craves,Loves,Hates ♥

craves :
him
get to meet him at least one last time
visit his sis
visit Ku Cheah at Nilai Memorial Park
excel in studies
lose weight
Loves :
Rayson Ong Xun Zheng
forever

Hates :
myself for not loving him enough
my love ones leaving me
guys who thinks he's smart or way-to-handsome but in actual fact , he's a donkey

Gossips ♥

all chats are allowed here , Grandmother stories , Flirting , whatever !
preferably from CBOX, but all other tagboards work here too
pop-up tagboards are good too!

Runaway-s ♥

Your beautiful links here :]
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Credits ♥

Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kath leen
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Brushes : Deviantart

Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥

August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
December 2010