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20100630
suddenly i received a few messages telling me & reminding me not to put too much of hope in this

i don't know what i should do

to : YOU 

i'd the trust but at least prove to everyone that i did not made the wrong decision

maybe you are right , i'd lost hope

anyway , thanx for the messages whether its right or wrong

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:37 PM

i went to tesco yesterday nite with my mum & bro to 'refill' the house.. XD
quite alot of people were there but its okie since i kinda got used to it [everytime i went , it is like that]
BUT
this time i just hate it 
it all started :
i was standing somewhere & checking my phone [ i couldn't remember where =.= ]
out of sudden , a stupiak idiotic guy bang me
i didn't even blocked his way
it was very painful 
[he is tall & huge in size]
I HATE YOU , STUPIAK IDIOTIC GUY!!

I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:20 PM

20100625
i can't sleep yesterday !!
T.T
what's wrong with me ??
can someone help me ?? 
be with me when i need someone ??
give me warmie hug so that i feel that i've been loved??
(preferable YOU)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:23 PM

20100618



recently i am sooooooo addicted to this song. love it for being meaningful & touching.





this is the translation of the song. hope i am right. ;]


原諒我(please forgive me)




after we separated, please don't still remember 
the promises sealed by our kisses
your eternity doesn't belong to me anymore
silently lowered my head, at that time
many words were stuck at my throat
your smiles, your happiness not me
loves too much , think too much
i can feel that that he is more suitable than me
i let go of love , i pretended to be cold
said break up before you
please forgive me
forgive me for being immature
not loving you was just an excuse
better let you leave me
please forgive me
wanted you all by myself selfishly
just like me bare the loneliness
exchange a better life for you


after we separated, please don't still remember 
the promises sealed by our kisses
your eternity doesn't belong to me anymore
silently lowered my head, at that time
many words were stuck at my throat
your smiles, your happiness not me
loves too much , think too much
i can feel that that he is more suitable than me
i  let go of love , i pretended to be cold
said break up before you
please forgive me
forgive me for being immature
not loving you was just an excuse
better let you leave me
please forgive me
wanted you all by myself selfishly
just like me bare the loneliness
exchange a better life for you


loved , hated , cried , even laughed
kissed your fragility
actually i am weaker compared to anyone
forgive me , have to pretend loved wrongly
don't let time turn back , i scare words couldn't be said again
forgive me , didn't explain much of heartache
no other request, forget me completely
love actually have willingness


i am sad


only i understand


[my chinese's not good so there might be error in translating this song]

I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:46 PM

20100617
had my graduation nite dinner that day (tue-15/6/2010)..

this year's was different compared to 2008's cos this year i went to studio for make up & hair. ^^ (2008- my hair was short & simple make up)

was a wonderful nite but it will be supreme wonderful if you were there with me.



I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:33 PM

20100615
tonite is my prom.
~weeee...~
^^

I miss your beautiful smile ... 3:16 PM

20100612
it been some time since i last update my blog.

alots of things happened recently.
.: worried bout ah kong's (grandfather) health.
.: some misunderstanding.
.: my close fren avoiding me.
.: some love prob.
something weird wrong with me nowadays.
.: get angry easily.
.: lost appetite.
.: cry out of sudden.
.: scare to be alone.
.: scare avoid going playground area.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 2:05 PM

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Miserable ♥
I'm Michelle , turning 19 soon . I'm just a girl who wants a simple life.

Craves,Loves,Hates ♥
craves :
him
get to meet him at least one last time
visit his sis
visit Ku Cheah at Nilai Memorial Park
excel in studies
lose weight
Loves :
Rayson Ong Xun Zheng
forever
Hates :
myself for not loving him enough
my love ones leaving me
guys who thinks he's smart or way-to-handsome but in actual fact , he's a donkey

Gossips ♥
all chats are allowed here , Grandmother stories , Flirting , whatever !
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pop-up tagboards are good too!

Runaway-s ♥
Your beautiful links here :]
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Credits ♥
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Bascodes : kathleen
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Brushes : Deviantart

Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥
August 2009
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