20091231
What should I do?? Oh.. What should I do??Why, why do you
always suck away all the oxygen
causing me, you causing me
to hyperventilate and in need of an ambulance
Don't look at me, don't look at me just yet
My face is turning red, it's giving me away
It's nothing, how can there be anything
I will never admit I like you
What should I do, the feeling is sweet yet sour
Secretly loving you is happy yet lonely
What should I do, I can't confess my love
I hate you for not coming to my aid
How can you be like this
Your smile defeats the sun
Even better looking than me
Though I can't resist you
But we still got time
One day, it'll your turn to be crazy about me
Why, why do you
have to appear at this unreasonable time
causing me, you causing me
to lose the little restraint and gracefulness I have
Come near me, don't come near me
How near should I be from you
Oh no, I'm dead
It's like I'm losing myself
What should I do, the feeling is sweet yet sour
Secretly loving you is happy yet lonely
What should I do, I can't confess my love
I hate you for not coming to my aid
How can you be like this
Your smile defeats the sun
Even better looking than me
Though I can't resist you
But we still got time
One day, it'll your turn to be crazy about me
Be crazy about me
What should I do, the feeling is sweet yet sour
Secretly loving you is happy yet lonely
What should I do, I can't confess my love
I hate you for not coming to my aid
What should I do, the feeling is sweet yet sour
Secretly loving you is happy yet lonely
What should I do, I can't confess my love
I hate you for not coming to my aid
How can you be like this
Your smile defeats the sun
Even better looking than me
Though I can't resist you
But we still got time
One day, it'll your turn to be crazy about me
What should I do, the feeling is sweet yet sour
Secretly loving you is happy yet lonely
What should I do, I can't confess my love
I hate you for not coming to my aid
What should I do, the feeling is sweet yet sour
Secretly loving you is happy yet lonely
(How can you be like this)
(Your smile defeats the sun)
What should I do, I can't confess my love
I hate you for not coming to my aid
(Even lookin better than me)
(Though I can't resist you)
(But we still got time)
(One day, it'll your turn to be crazy about me)
What should I do, the feeling is sweet yet sour
Secretly loving you is happy yet lonely
What should I do, I can't confess my love
I hate you for not coming to my aid
I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:05 PM
Why is it that one can't find a flower that doesn't wither
Why are all the Princes not charming enough
I don't wish for any glass shoes or a white horse from him
I'm just shocked that his mushy words became lies
Why is it the bird that represents love is so hard to reach
Why is it that both an apple and a hug might be poisonous
I have never thought that I would be innocently afraid
I suddenly think of the doll that accompanied me before
I don't wish I don't wish don't wish to grow up
There won't be anymore fairy tales
I don't wish I don't wish don't wish to grow up
I'd rather be stupid and silly forever
I don't wish I don't wish don't wish to grow up
I will lose him after growing up
I love him so much, the person that loves me so much
Is no longer who he was
I don't wish I don't wish don't wish to grow up
There won't be anymore fairy tales
I don't wish I don't wish don't wish to grow up
I'd rather be stupid and silly forever
I don't wish I don't wish don't wish to grow up
I will lose him after growing up
I love him so much, the person that loves me so much
Why has he fallen for another person
Why is it that the crystal can't detect the changes in him
Why is the ending full of tears
I'm willing to be in a peaceful deep sleep before he returns
But he has already gone to another place to kiss another mouth
Why is it that the wishes made at a shooting star never gets fulfilled
Why is it that a chivalrous knight might be more dangerous than a dragon
I obviously know that this world ain't perfect
I just wish for love to be not so complicated
Let us go back to the past
Where the world was much simpler
I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:03 PM
If your heart is weary,
And your tears are all dried up.
This feeling,
Is hard to relinquish or forget.
I once used to have,
All the time in the world.
But I haven’t seen you,
For many nights and many days.
This love,
Is forever difficult to resolve.
I hope in our afterlife,
We can embrace again.
Loving someone,
How do you remain faithful till you’re old?
How do you face everything,
I do not know.
Reviewing the past,
The painful memories are unforgettable.
Why do you come then,
To make my heart race.
How is it possible to stop loving you?
Tonight, you should understand,
It is difficult to escape fate, just as it is difficult to dissolve love
I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:42 AM
Love starts to blossom.
Thinking of you, i become breathless.
My lip curl into a smile unknowing
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
My heart starts to pround
thinking of you, i become breathless.
I start to blush and breathe unnaturally.
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
I become breathless, again
the jasmine flowers scent fill the air.
The moonlight shines, but can't see to the sadness.
In the field in the front of the merry go round.
Love starts to blossom
I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:39 AM
I have always walked alone
A Crossroad, living by myself
But this time you said you will take me away, to some corner, just you and me
Like the mystery of the soil grasping the flower tightly
Like the turbulence of the sky tangling with the rain
Behind you, counting steps, every rearview, every scene
I had dreams of them
Take me away, to the far future
Take away my recurring loneliness
Take me away even if my love, your freedom will become bubbles
I’m not afraid, Take me away.
Everytime I will go far away by myself
Keeping my silence, not creasing my forehead
But this time you said let’s go together
Being gentle with each other from now on.
Like the mystery of the soil grasping the flower tightly
Like the turbulence of the sky tangling with the rain
Behind you, counting steps, every rearview, every scene
I had dreams of them
Take me away, to the far future
Take away my recurring loneliness
Take me away even if my love, your freedom will become bubbles
I’m not afraid, Take me away.
White Horse glides through, an encomposing darkness, the tide invading, wave surging
solidify on the coast (into something black)
Wild rose pointing toward the praire, the mailman bringing rainbows
Carved into my heart, pulsing
Take me away, to the far future
Take away my recurring loneliness
Take me away even if my love, your freedom will becomes bubbles
I’m not afraid, Take me away.
Take me away even if my love, your freedom will become bubbles
Take me away.
I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:35 AM
20091218
Ambiguity makes me feel hurtI can't find the evidence of our love
When should I go forward, when should I give up?
I don't even have the courage for an embrace
I can only be with you up to here
Somethings are not meant to be
We are more than friends, but not yet lovers
In a distance, the rain is about to come down
Should I cry?
Am I thinking too much or are you?
I'm not convinced, I also begin to doubt
This person in front of me, is he the same real you?
Ambiguity makes me feel hurt
I can't find the evidence of our love
When should I go forward, when should I give up?
I don't even have the courage for an embrace
Ambiguity makes me greedy
Until waiting becomes meaningless
Too bad we can't have a good ending
Leave behind the beauty of regret, stop it right here
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:02 PM
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Miserable ♥
I'm Michelle , turning 19 soon .
I'm just a girl who wants a simple life.
Craves,Loves,Hates ♥
craves : him
get to meet him at least one last time
visit his sis
visit Ku Cheah at Nilai Memorial Park
excel in studies
lose weight
Loves :
Rayson Ong Xun Zheng
forever
Hates :
myself for not loving him enough
my love ones leaving me
guys who thinks he's smart or way-to-handsome but in actual fact , he's a donkey
preferably from CBOX, but all other tagboards work here too
pop-up tagboards are good too!
bii ♥
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Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart
Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...
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myself for not loving him enough
my love ones leaving me
guys who thinks he's smart or way-to-handsome but in actual fact , he's a donkey
Gossips ♥
all chats are allowed here , Grandmother stories , Flirting , whatever ! preferably from CBOX, but all other tagboards work here too
pop-up tagboards are good too!
Runaway-s ♥
Your beautiful links here :] bii ♥
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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart
Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...
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