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20100528
alot of things happened recently.

its really torturing

*mental torture*

i was so down , i ended up crying everyday. until one day, i was too down until i couldn't cry anymore.*no more tears*

i felt like as though i lost my soul for that period of time.

yet i choose to pretend nothing happen.
in sch, i m stilltrying really hard to stay like the michelle lee xue may that everyone remembered as a happy-go-lucky girl.

at home, i pretend again.

but..

i am way-too-tired. days by days people around me started to realise that i am down. i started to be a stranger to myself and people around me. i doesn't talk much recently.



after struggling for some time, i finally gain back my emotions ;)

thanks to my friends that help me go through the torturingmoment

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:55 PM

20100519
i feel very guilty now.
i never know that i have such a big influence on u..
i admit that i got freaking jealous when i read the comments u wrote at those girl's profile.. u look like u rather chat with them instead of me.. [obviously they're prettier than me]
i thought u don't love me anymore.. because the way u replied me really hurts my heart deeply..
i thought by not sms-ing u so much , i will not miss u that much.. i don't deserve u.. u can find a way much better girl compared to me..
i never know the one hurting the other half is me..
i m really very sorry..
please don't hurt yourself..
i beg u..

I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:17 PM

20100512
everyone is asking the same question. 
do i really look sad?

example

friend: "why u look so sad?" 

me: "really? i'm not. i'm just confused and thinking bout something" 

friend: "oo. what were thinking that make u confused" 

me: "nothing"

other example

friend: "are you okay , mich?"

me: "hmm. yea. i'm just sleepy."

friend: "u look sad. if anything, u can just tell me, kay?"

me: "i'm not sad. thanks anyway"

other example

friend: "mich, u lose weight. what happen? why are u sad?"

me: "nothing happen. i'm not sad. & i did not lose weight. i'm still the round tomato"


out of sudden , i received lots of messages.

EVERYONE.i'm okay.thanks for being so caring.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:22 PM

20100511
i feel pretty confused now~~

need direction critically~~

itx kinda torturing this feeling~~

i wish i know what to do now~~

I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:21 PM

20100508
Dedicated to my bii : RAYSON ONG XUN ZHENG




i am Addicted to you~
you are my Bie~
i Can't live without you~
you are my Darling~
you are Everything~
Forever & always~
Glad to be your dear~
my Happiness is you~
you are most Important~
Just me & you~
a Kiss from you makes the world turns~
i LOVE you~
i Miss you~
i Need you~
want to be your One & Only~
life's Perfect with you around~
[Q- i couldn't find or think of any]
couldn't Resist your love~
wanted to be with you every Single moment~
Thinking of you day & night~
you are like the Universe to me~
your Voice makes me melt~
i Want you~


I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:26 AM

20100503
thank gawd MUET's over d..

very dissapointed.. i shud hav did much more better.. =[

during task A [individual presentation] ,i actually paused awhile & continue it wif : "sorry for the inconvenience"

funny tho.. xP

i just hope that i m at the safe side..

I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:17 PM

Disclaimers ♥
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Miserable ♥
I'm Michelle , turning 19 soon . I'm just a girl who wants a simple life.

Craves,Loves,Hates ♥
craves :
him
get to meet him at least one last time
visit his sis
visit Ku Cheah at Nilai Memorial Park
excel in studies
lose weight
Loves :
Rayson Ong Xun Zheng
forever
Hates :
myself for not loving him enough
my love ones leaving me
guys who thinks he's smart or way-to-handsome but in actual fact , he's a donkey

Gossips ♥
all chats are allowed here , Grandmother stories , Flirting , whatever !
preferably from CBOX, but all other tagboards work here too
pop-up tagboards are good too!

Runaway-s ♥
Your beautiful links here :]
bii ♥
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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
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December 2010