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20101210
I'd learnt my lesson.. :( 
I was not as tough as I thought.. 
I thought I can accept the fact but I couldn't..
I'd cried everyday, I ate : 
~porridge + tears
~cheesecake + tears
~ice-cream + tears
~& many more..

bii ,
Although its just a very short period , you'd bring me happiness alot..
You shows me that I don't have to be pretty to be loved..
Although we always quarrel  , my love to you will never change..
I know that you will not want to see me sad..
I promised you that I will continue my life happily..
No one can replace your position in my heart.. 

I love you.
I miss you.

loves Rayson Ong Xun Zheng forever.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:03 PM

20101002
about 1 week + didn't blog d..
due to my trial exam.. ;(

my trial result sucks to the max.. T.T
I couldn't concentrate at all..
I told myself that I must put my sadness aside for my trial exam..
but I couldn't.. 
I miss him so much

bii❤

I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:11 PM

20100921
i miss my bii ;(

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i really do ;(

I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:55 PM

20100919
out of sudden , I wanted to share the content of the letter I received long ago that make me melt
Dear Michelle, my baby.
Hey there baby. Who am I? Rayson Ong , your bie here. Sorry for my ugly writing. Kinda rush while writing this.
Nothing special why I wrote this. No reason. Just suddenly feel like giving you surprise. And, because I wanna express my love to you.
I'm a busy guy, baby. Sorry cause most of time I've neglected you. And sorry for not replying message sometimes. Sorry I always suddenly disappear, for whole day.
I wanna express my love to you, baby. I love you so much. And I guessed I couldn't describe my love to you using words. I love you more than I can say baby. Trust me!
& baby, I wanna apologized to you because we never meet for some time.. I always busy. Baby, you might think I'm finding excuses. But trust me, I'm not. There are several times I wanna find you & hug you tight. Its either I can't make it or you were busy. True? sigh.
But no worries baby, we can meet each other in not more than 24 hours time. I can hold you tight, hug you & kiss you. Baby, I won't ever let you go. That time, I can tell you I love you face to face.. <3
Baby, listen --->
"Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I never ask for more than you love :)"
Know what song is this? That's my words to you.
Baby, have a great night.
Goodnight & I love you.
See you tomorrow.
Love you always.
W/ lots of love,
Rayson


I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:03 PM

20100917








bii~
I will love you forever 
*I swear*
no one can replace your place in my heart




I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:21 AM

20100916






RIP
bii,
I will not make you worry~
I will stay strong~
I know it's not easy for me to be okie~
Your letter & the necklace will accompany me~


I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:01 PM

20100914
why?? 
why you??
why am I so stupid & doesn't know how to appreciate you??

I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:41 PM

Date: 10th September 2010
Day: Friday
Time: 11.46pm

realized that your Facebook is activated back. *happy*
went to your profile. read your wall post. *tears rolling down*

~Officially announced that Rayson Ong passed away because of accident.~


please tell me it's not true. I rather you lied to test/make me worried.

sms-ed your number to ask what's happening.

Date: 11th September 2010
Day: Saturday
Time: 9.19pm

received a Facebook message.

~Rayson asked me to tell you that his love for you never dies, he still loves you like last time. He regretted that you both never meet up. And he asked you don't be sad. He wish to see you happy with some other guy. Take care. Ray loves you :)~

Date: 12th September 2010
Day: Sunday
Event: Grandpa's 49th day

whole nite I couldn't sleep. 
no mood. 
during the prayers, I eventually was holding an unburn joss stick & stand there like a dumbo. 
my soul'd been gone.


I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:13 PM

20100911
Its been some time since I last updated my blog.
If I was given a chance, I seriously don't want to update during this school holidays due to STPM trial exam coming soon.
BUT
I need somewhere to express my feelings.

please tell me that its not true.

I beg you.

please.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:41 PM

20100904
i love being loved cos loveable

I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:04 AM

Disclaimers ♥
Welcome To her-secrets-baby@blogspot.com

Love Me? I will Love you back
Hate me? 'Click Here' & SHOO! :D

Rippers are welcome to leave
NO to spamming ! Tag as much as you can cos i like ppl who tag me :>
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Miserable ♥
I'm Michelle , turning 19 soon . I'm just a girl who wants a simple life.

Craves,Loves,Hates ♥
craves :
him
get to meet him at least one last time
visit his sis
visit Ku Cheah at Nilai Memorial Park
excel in studies
lose weight
Loves :
Rayson Ong Xun Zheng
forever
Hates :
myself for not loving him enough
my love ones leaving me
guys who thinks he's smart or way-to-handsome but in actual fact , he's a donkey

Gossips ♥
all chats are allowed here , Grandmother stories , Flirting , whatever !
preferably from CBOX, but all other tagboards work here too
pop-up tagboards are good too!

Runaway-s ♥
Your beautiful links here :]
bii ♥
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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
December 2010